Image by Miguel Ramirez via FlickrThe heavy air around me weighs me down as I spreadeagle across the floor. There is a pain inside that is sucking everything in like a vortex. I draw myself in and wander the space behind my closed eyes, thinking random thoughts so I can breathe again. This pressure, this pain, the darkness, these thoughtless thoughts stand by, watching me as I plummet down the spiral of myself.... Then, I experience suspension--a vacuum settles around me that makes my body numb, my mind quiet and my heart feelingless. Is this peace? Is peace a resting, a pause in the motion of all vibrations on the continuum of time and space. This placidity, this experienceless experience is like a clearing in the woods of murkiness. I think I have found Nirvana.
Have I?
Have I?
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